i guess i always have a fate with the roads especially where is not small lane those kind.
was kinda drunk and upset and making a scene hence a lorry bang into me and i fell down.
i woke up to find this. wtf.
darling qianyi, thank you for being there for me and never once blame me or stop me from whatever i want to do...
i also know everyone of your loves me so much and is really worried.. too much i cant name all out..
dearest anqi&kailin meimei, gf joan, paralove serena, ningning, jac mommy, alicia, childhood joslyn, darling priscilla&emeline, amanda dear, babytwin shuana, alan, ptlove fangfang, sweetie winnie, bernice, amanda g, vanessa, jolene, weizhen, rachel, erin, shihui, jialing, cheryl, ginny, kyria, feli, jess jiejie and sam jiefu... and so many.. including ex j. i know too. so much thing i cant and do not how to explain everything to all of you.
but what i can promise is that i will be back soon with the smiley face you'll all miss.
thanks to my understanding customers whom i cancel on because i was really in a very pandemonium state. i know who are the ones and i also know what i am doing, trust me people..
and also in formspring, i received a few caring questions.. it really made me touched that even the cyber world can let you feel love.
hereby thank everyone. and do not worry.
it's the 6th day already and i have started eating!! (:
though still hate the sight of food. but i really forced myself to eat because i dont want anyone of your to come nagging at me again.
going for a drink now!
will be a happy girl soon, i know i will.
to that guy that say that everyday he wake up he hope that i will be happy.. this is me doing all these for you. but you did not hold me high and yet smash me down. and that's why im like that now.
but fret not, i do not hate you nor anything. i just seen it through. knowing you made me grew up and ill just suck it up because i deserve all these. i hope you'll be happy too.
and lastly, sorry jason.
love,
cin
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