just done with some exercising with edward!
omg my whole body is aching like hell.. been a very long time since i exercised..
please everybody who love me.
i know what i am doing and i am ready to let you all in the details of everything that happened..
is just that to me.. i feel that you guys are the one who are not ready to accept the fact that things has thus become like this.
you know..
it's also hard on my side.
im feeling terrible because i love you all and i need alot of support.
but i only got a few support and some even want to reprimand me. seriously i felt kinda disappointed as i believe everyone of your know me very well and i am old enough to think..
things had changed and everybody know everything takes two hands to clap.
it's really hard on my side, sometimes feeling terrible..
been really very long since i cried to myself while bathing but yet have to pretend to be strong etc.
but these few days i am really bucking up and trying hard.
i hope you all will buck up and try hard to accept my life because i am still the same.
doesn't mean a fail relationship would mean that i've done wrong as a friend.
affairs of the heart takes two hands to clap and i am really tired of explaining and explaining again..
even though i know you guys care alot..
but regarding this matter.. i actually felt quite disappointed because you girls did not give me the support i needed. ok fuck. it's all my fault anyway.
good night.
and for those who are standing by my side, i cherish and will always remember.
thanks for everythinng..
xoxo,
cin
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