SMILE.

bored over my emo updates?
i shall happily update and go tuck myself into bed.


that day..
darling girls over at pris' place.


prissie got me caramel corn!


jagabee's almost everyone's fav.



that day..
yummy escargots, sweet savouring smoked scallops and really-black-but-delicious squid ink spaghetti at ma maison.






that day..
$10 for 5 pens supporting yellow ribbon.
how silly, i thought i was caught for smoking initially.



that day..
soup restaurant.
double boiled dried scallops with black chicken taste good, i like it.
double boiled ginseng huaisan with chicken von had is a tad too bitter, but i like it too.
and we got fang serving us the chicken wrapped in lettuce. good service. heh.



that day..
chatterbox, not-so-yummy and not-so-worth-it, but, i had a nice experience.

chicken rice



seafood laksa.



oyster sauce vegetables.

guess how much did the meal sum up to?



drink drunk puke home sleep.
i like all these nights where i don't have to think about anything even before entering lalaland.
i like the feeling when i drink and my mind go blank and doom, i fall asleep on my bed.
that i could even forget i am sad, and that i could even forget i wanna cry.
i like.



cousie jasmine, love.



w chanel, double c's.



sip sip, sip sip.



yellow is the sex.


that day..
(actually, just now)

baby cousin came into my room and act like a lil crazy after seeing me.
i have no idea why, he's forever happy seeing me.
he calls me 大姐, but pronounced it as 打结, so everyone disturbs me by calling me 打结 -.-


he always love my room, my plushies and huggies.



fangfang!!


i lin tio chu already.
and see!! baby cousin steal my food! haha.
(i kept the whole packet away already!)



anw, yes you're right.
when i am down, i always have a whole lot of lovely and sweet friends wanting to be there for me, cheering me up and making me happy. i can always complain to anyone i like, and somebody would definitely be there to listen to me. i always have many friends and i won't be lonely. yes, now i feel it. i feel that i really have too many nice friends around me, and i feel i am not worth being so fortunate. i feel you, i can feel how you're feeling because it's very terrible if you have no one to talk to when you're upset and miserable and worst still, scold you for mistreating me.


no people, he didn't.
it's my fault. i choose to leave, i choose to let go.
afterall, it all takes two hands to clap, and i am glad you respect me the way i want it to be.





thank you and good bye.