In the middle of finance class now..
I am actually quite upset over a series of matters that happen recently..
There are certain things I wish to keep to myself, I believe time will soon prove and tell me if my intuition will be right.
About relationship, about friendships, they are all the same. I believe there is something going wrong which I don't wish to bring up any specific matter. I am very tired to pick up fights or go through some stupid childish cold wars and crying over nothing.
Is it me who is asking for too much?
Or it is the people around me taking things for granted?
I really dislike this kinda feeling dangling from no where it makes me feel very insecure again..
It feels like I am running in the opposite direction of my life.. Running towards the path I rather have myself to myself again..
It sets me thinking, why should I always be busy for people around me? Always trying to care for others feeling, trying to accommodate to everyone's needs.. Making everyone happy even though I am really tired..
Why have I become such a sensitive and emotional creature.. Where everyone thought that I am always the happy-go-lucky one..
I wish I could continue acting like how I always do.. But I think I'm gonna stop being the cindy that people want me to be..
Nothing is forever, trust is broken and never be forever..
Till then!
Ps/ maybe I'm just thinking a tad too much.
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