don't be a puss y, ask if you don't know, don't act as if you know, and go round spreading what's not true.
this camera was given by ah joo to me on my birthday this year.
the camera alone cost sgd569 plus he bought a screen protector, a tripod stand, and a 8gb memory card.
the value is about sgd 650.
however, some people thinks that i am a cheat, and that i made use of ah joo, cheat his money, his feeling and whatsoever.
right from the start, i believe everyone who knows, have seen me telling ah joo how impossible and how grateful i am to him.
last night, i drank alot with a "friend f, which she says it's her birthday and that i should drink with her, all the beer mixed with martell in a cup, we kept drinking in this way.. later she was dragged home because she's too drunk and i was tipsy. i remember last night, i was kinda happy, classmate raymond came down to support.. i was working with amanda c, she was doodling onto the order sheet, drawing a very nice eye.. and cecilia was disturbing me drawing a very ugly eye and said she's drawing me...
i was so tipsy ying told me that friend f made me drink so much because she dislike me, because she feels that i am cheating and using ah joo. i went into the staff room, called ah joo and clarify. which he said that there were no such thing and that he gave me my present on his own accord and that whatever friend f said was bullshit, he will settle the problem.
then i went crying, in and out of illu, i tried my best to continue serving but i guess i was very upset i pour martell for classmate raymond with tears rolling.. i think i scare the hell out of them..
i called for baby. he rushed down as soon as he hear me crying. i was like a little girl calling for help only wanting to leave illuzion..
many of your might think i am acting so stupid, why should i even cry?
many of your might think that i am over reacting, but the fact is i am not someone who needs to make use of people so that people buy me things and such.
i cried not because she said that of me, i cried because she pretended like i am her friend only to realise that she was faking it so that i would drink with her and that she could make me drunk then she will go round spreading tales.
i am not trying to show off, but with my family background, i don't think i would have any difficulty buying something if i really need it. (then what for you work) i work because i want to use my own money, i owe people money because i borrow it for my own use and want to return it with my own money.
however, i still thank everyone who knows me for who i am.
thank you baby, last night, in my teary eyes and drunk mind, i saw you as my superman, coming to my rescue, fighting off all those bad people for me, thank you for doing so.
love,
cindynah
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