MY J*

was it what that i msged made you cried for hours?
i appreciate that though...though we are not 'we anymore. guess in this lifetime, there ain't gonna be 'we for us anymore, guess, it's just over.

i did not went to bermuda triangle. i just thought, i could stay away for the moment because you had your life and i had mine. but now, i could stay away, perhaps, forever.





guess nobody wanted this ending.
guess nobody expected such to happen.
and i guess, all i could do for you now, is to leave in silence, and bid goodbye to our years of friendship. is to stop this matter from turning even uglier, and that is, to be strangers once again.



like how it started, it's a funny thing how we became close friends, so dear to one another. and it's a funny thing, how we ended up in this state. who could we blame? neither he, me, you, him. things happen and we, human, cannot control certain emotions and feelings. and neither could we keep our thoughts to ourself, especially when blogging. oh well, oh well, didn't i say i should stop talking about this matter?




perhaps, to you, you lost a friend.
but, to me, i think, i lost my best friend.

and to bf, he lost his brothers, and, his confidence in our r/s.



why are we getting so upset over this matter?
because we all feel for one another. and that's why we're all call friends. so, why did such happen? because nobody knows how to handle the matter well, and it turned nasty.



i am here.
here, to say i love everyone around me.
especially you, my good friend, best friend, girlfriend.


but now, goodbye.


till then.










and now, why am i crying over what you post in ur blog.
because i cried, and i just did.