Appreciate those who have hurt you, because they strengthen your heart. -Life Book #TLS



bf and i are back to my home tonight.
he's already fast asleep and im trying to upload some videos into facebook but i don't know why always fail.


had a sudden tummy ache and now im feeling much better.


feel so sick, feverish last night, and now its sore throat, cough and flu. i hate flu! even though it is very common for me as i have sinus since young. before i give up on uploading the videos in fb and go to sleep, i have to remind myself that i need to update more abt twin's bday, pics from nj and aunt's bday.

will do that soon.


would be meeting darl and judy tomorrow for mani pedi session! can't wait.
and im so piss i just break my nails from my right thumb. fuck.

finally all is 'kinda' long lei.
and it breaks now. -.-



im damn piss lor!
urgh.

anyway i think when bf off day need ask him bring me to do my camera liaos ):


alright, im feeling a little sleepy.
good night people!

happy 18th birthday to yingying, darl!







celebrated on saturday, 27th



happy little girl.



all that were working that night.
qianyi, joslyn, me, darl, alicia and ningjie.




give her 8 seconds~ haha poor thing...





w some of illuzion's bosses that night.
david, xiaoji, yihui, jianming, kenny, qianyi, joslyn, darl, alicia, ningjie and me.





















jess jiejie. too bad i didnt managed to take a pic with jess and sam jiefu that night..




with babylove.



i think i was kinda drunk? cos i don't remember taking the following 3pictures.






w ningning.



and alicia.

that night, ying came over to my place. we were both a little mad, stopping at 7-11 and eating cup noodles while talking to one another and walked back to my home and tried to sleep.


i hope you're happy!
in life, what matters most is being happy.

love you darl!

happy birthday to sam jie fu!
28th march.


chatroom @keong saik on the 25th.





with jess jie! after so long... finally ):




jie fu!








we were trying to show our emotions through sam's singing.. well, his singing really very emotional one.. got 'feel' those kind.. we like!




my jess jiejie become v v pretty!! i told her 'u like stylo rock and roll now lei!' haha..
but that's on the surface, i know no matter what they confirm still very dote on me!! (:




a newer version of jess and sam. haha that day i ransacked my pictures folder to find a old picture of them. not really old, just about half a year, which is "long enough" for us liao lor! we used to see others at least once a week!


anyway, i hope sam jiefu can get well soon!

Oh ya, my bf bought me so many lollipops from sabai last night. He say very expensive the lollipop sabai sell 1 for $1! Haha


I'm so hungry now...

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guess who!



happy birthday lovertwin shuana!
me love you xoxo!


last night, we were at sabai celebrating shuana's birthday.



me and my twin, although we no longer still look alike cause she gone prettier and i've become uglier. therefore the mismatch. haha but we're still twins at heart la ok! her mom already approve liao. ;p




the usual gang. i don't know what's with me but we were kinda bored initially.




derrick, qianyi, mervyn, unprepared for picture twin, me and bflove.




ok a proper picture.



my bf look extremely tired these days.. poor thing.



amaryllis and twin.



qianyi me and twin. i look very yellow in between them right. urgh!




i think my boyfriend looks cute here. keke



derrick with his always-blood-shot-eyes-after-drinking.



baby again. my two babies.



haha! mervyn.




qianyi playing with my ipodtouch while me and bf playing some photo hunting games in his iphone. look at me thunder legs!!! wahaha




amaryllis and haiyan looking sexy!




and my dear twin was called up stage for 10 seconds of drinking! luckily they gave in and allowed her only 3seconds whilst all the other singers there drinks 3seconds each for her! wish i could help her drink at that moment, but i don't want to go on stage and i was busying videoing the process. the video would be up soon!

all the above pictures taken from amaryllis because i stole them from her facebook!
im blogging at boyfriend's place therefore the lack of my camera cable to transfer pictures!


will do soon!

surprised by my early update today?
haha i woke up when boyfriend went to work and nua until now i cannot get to sleep.
going home soon! or perhaps tpy first then home. am still contemplating between the both.


have a good day ahead people!



work at 7pm later for my dear ying darl's bday at illuzion.


4birthdays in 4straight nights. i wanna die can.
burn my pocket. (:

Lying on bf's back while he's on the com. Hehe
We're going back to my home later as he don't want me to spend too much cab fare. So thoughtful right..


Just now at the party everyone keep disturbing! Especially keith, say "ai ya u don't go back fb say you look at ur bf sleep and realise u love him a lot la" hahaha wa liew... ):


Anyway I hope sam jiefu can get well soon. Cos it seems weird that he can't drink too much when we all usually drink and smk tgt. I bet that kinda feeling suck for him.


Alright, we're heating up the soup bf's mommy cook. Aftermath we'll head home and ill check up what's wrong with my canon camera, its not working and I've lost the warranty. F. ):
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Happy is mad cute. I don't know why he likes to lie on my lap so much.. (Although I haven let him go so for quite some time as I'm usually busy/too tired).. I took so many pictures of him! He's totally cute.. Hmm.. Where's whiskey? Lol.


Usually happy is always in e room instead of whiskey. I don't know why! To me, whiskey is a "see-mood" dog! Haha sometimes he happy he find me, sometimes he not happy he look at me, wag his tail, but don't come to me. Bleah.


Pardon me but I'm quite bad with dogs/animals. I can't even take good care of myself. Keke.


Bf playing mw2 now.. And me and happy sitting behind him looking at him play. Wahahah funny. Ok me think me abit tipsy cos I drank quite a lot at sam's party. My bf really good to buy me sushi again! Me love me love!



Happy is a good dog. He makes me happy esp when I see he's lying down on our bed.. Wanting to sleep-kinda.. Look so xingfu.... Hees
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Boyfriend is here already!! (: sushi lovelove


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Okay, bf's mom cook yummy water cress veg soup and made sure I had to drink a little before going out. Now I'm rushing to meet ying!! Haha

Yummy now at least my tummy feel a little better I haven eaten for the whole day. Yay


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before i head out to chatroom at keong saik, here are a few pictures i'd like to share.

gonna meet ying before we head over to chatroom for sam (jiefu)'s birthday celebration organised by jess jie. miss those times when they were all still regulars at illuzion! gonna see the old friends soon! baby boy would join us after his work..



happy birthday jie fu!

ying darl just texted me " darl are you done with your make up?"
(still blogging) "er.. soon wanna start liao."
(she calls!) "darl faster lei i wanna fall asleep liao.."
"orh okok wanna okay liaos"

haha if she know i still blogging bet she sure kill me!! ;p

ok la im going off to meet her liaos. bye!

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just back from iluma lan gaming even though the guys had modern warfare2 while me and yingying played some popcap mystery private investigator game. haha we wanted to play pizza frenzy at first but decided on another game. quite fun though!

this is how my nails look like now, it is a little more bling in real life as i think my bberry camera a little sucky. hehe.




munching on this right now...



and last night.. lol i feel like a total fatty bom bom these days.. ):

i was out with ying like the whole evening, to pearl center and then to illuzion and then to iluma.
so i met bf and the guys outside iluma and baby bought me sushi. that's so nice of him, he must have thought that i haven taken any food (:


i loveeee salmon sushi!!!! i just love sushi. keke.

after that we went for a meal at macdonald's and headed back home.
im back at boyfriend's place tonight because his mom texted us to all come home and drink soup.

i actually love home cooked soup alot.
i must learn from my mom and next time i will be able to cook many home cooked soup for my own family... (in future)... i think that would be great, as home cooked soup is actually very good!
i love soup, do you? (:


almost all the soup are my favourite soup. lol that is why whenever i patronise any soup+rice stalls, i hesitate as to what to order!!

at home, mom and maid cooks daily. or perhaps maybe one day they don't cook, and every sunday is a feast for us! and normal days are just normal days with vegetables, meat, fish... we have soup almost everyday! and the most frequent one we have is what they call the abc soup? with carrots, potatoes and sweet corns... yum! another one might be lotus soup? and herbal black chicken soup.. and the once in the blue moon soup might be those salted veg duck soup etc.



i must learn! my mom is a very good cook and i must learn. =p

yesterday jm called me and:
"eh you getting married ah?"
"who told you?"
"someone lor.."
"huh, no la. who say i getting married?"
"i dont know lei, someone told me you getting married.. you don't lie la.."
"i am really not getting married! why would i lie?"
(still abit unconvinced) "really meh??"
"really la! and eh, if i going to get married confirm ask you be sister right?"
(still questioning) "hannor... but someone tell me leh!!"
"who la! really don't have.."

-.- my cute jm really very funny and random..

alright! the soup is hot now! boyfriend and i are going to have it. slurps slurps. hungry glutton me.





it's getting late. sleep early my dear friends!

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here's a picture for anyone of you feeling down or just encounter something bad.



(: cute right!