Thanks to xiaoxin, I'm able to blog from bb now! I'm damn excited screaming in my heart thou I'm in class now... Wahahaha!!
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loving berrybaby!
and my nails done by shermin! lor4 tpy block 85c.

i got my berry bold baby already!

so in love with it especially the fact that i took out my acrylic and it makes typing even so so so so easier!! i keep finding ppl to sms with because i have unlimited sms too! =p

but one sad thing is i am having trouble to activate my pin, i wanna upload pictures to fb/blogger, twit and such! baby gone through all the steps from singtel but seems like it doesn't work! can anyone help? ):


i had awesome days ever since halloween till now, i know i haven blog decently for sometime, i'll be right on track once i am done with a few assignments from school! =p


stay tune!

bye...

look! i got glutton mole! =p

after 4hours of desktop using, i really regret not bringing my lappy back from baby's place.

it is making my head spin, the monitor is so huge, everything seems like it has tripled in size!


well, e72 is about to be launch, and i am very hesitant to get blackberry bold. ):
so now iphone is out of my picture, and e72 comes in.



i think i just don't care and buy bb first. when i want to use e72 when it is out then buy lor!
at most i work a little more.


sigh, when human grow up, you have more needs, more responsibilities and more stress.
this afternoon my brother asked me "zeh, when are you getting married?! you're 19 already."


what the?!?!

lol.
im gonna rest for 10mins before i prepare to see my dearest. i miss him.

My stomach have been giving some problems lately.
Have no idea what it is but I feel v bloated and feel like vomitting, it feels very much like stomach flu..

Vomitted terribly after I did my nails at shermin's shop (:
even though I felt quite sick, I am happy cos shermin did a nice set of acrylic nails (sculpturing) for me!!

That Thursday, baby accompanied me to get my blackberry but it is oos!! So we left to great world city after a meal at raffles city, din tai fung. Omg I loveeee xiao long bao! (:


Great world city for my sister's keeper, it was kinda draggy but Overall was okay and.. I cried. Lol
we also watched some Jennifer's body and some other shows at home, I am so glad I didn't go to the threatre for jennifer's body, ain't as nice as I expected it to be..

Okay, I am having management class now and it is really boring.. So stress, work on Monday saturday Sunday, finance test due Wednesday, management test next Monday... And the list continue going on till next year January.. ):

can't wait to finish my course, remodule some of them, and have a break.
Everyday i'm thinking If I should take up the degree course..

Sigh, life's getting kinda tiring..

got to go!
have a great weekend everyone!

Finance class now, I still can't figure out why I can't post on my wall in fb using iPod touch but I can comment, so weird.

So sickening I still have so many hours left, lecture class ends at 6:30pm today. Someone tell me how!!! I feel like using bb bold but at the same time I am afraid I'll regret, should I get iPhone instead?

Sigh, I wanna get my phone today la.. Blackberry or iPhone?
Jlove says iPhone, mum says iPhone (obviously I think that's because she don't know blackberry? =p), mates say blackberry and my heart tells me.. BOTH!!! =p



My lovertwin is down, poor girl.



Anyway, just randomly..
Always make sure how you feel before stepping into a relationship, don't let a moment of folly be someone else's misery..

I'm gonna fall asleep very soon, damn tired.
Still very indecisive as to what I should buy..

My contract is eligible for iPhone 3gs 16gb at only 49$!! So tempting, bet 32gb will only cost a bit more.
And for bb bold it is around 248$, but I got voucher!! Only need to top up a bit too.. Sigh, what should I take!!!!

Anyway, dear friends, my previous number 9111**** has been retrieved, please help me by SMS-ing me your number with your name (:

love!

Yesterday, singtel send me a sgd150 voucher, and I lost my phone in a comfort cab.
I wasn't upset about the lost phone, I was more concern over the lanyard and my contacts.
But well, I am not very stress about contacts like how I do in the past anyway.. I remember someone told me, if your friends really wanna keep in touch, you'll eventually get their number, if a friend really wants to find you, he/she could.
But if I am upset over some long lost cherished friend and am worried I won't be able to find them, then forget about it! They will contact you if they want to..

I am having my economics lesson now, without my course book, with fangfang beside me, Alan and Raymond might be lost on their way to school because they're not here yet..

Something about elasticity.. I hear from my lecturer..

After lesson, the mates are coming over to my place to complete our online test.

Again, jlove appeared like superman after I told him I lost my phone, he appeared with a phone for me, ice cream phone and a already topped up new sim card..

But I won't be using the new number for long because after school I am going to persuade Raymond to fetch me to westmall to get a new sim card before they come over to my place..

As my phone was lost, I wasn't able to wish:

biaoge, 2nd November, happy birthday!!

&
Alicia sim, 3rd November, happy birthday girl!!

(:

I smell iPhone in a few days time!!!

off to work!
bye!


happy birthday derrick!

sorry i never put on any make up because i am just going to tpy.
just woke up from an hour nap, feels a little better but i don't know why my mummy pop in a slice of "ren shen" or something into my mouth when i sleeping.


there, the dress i wearing, do support http://theapparelaffair.com!




mummy even got one for herself, she wants it for her dinner on sunday (:



haha don't laugh at my mum lah, i asked her to do the pose de =p





and, i think i am really very bless with all the people around me.
sometime back, i thought i am not so close with that girl anymore, but today she text me telling me she read my blog and ask me to cheer up.

remember this quote (she told me):
just remember, you need not explain so much to others;
cause the one who loves you, doesn't need your explanation,
and the one who hates you, never believes it.



thank you joan. (:


going out! tadah!

yay, I am updating through my iPod again.. I seriously find typing easier n easier, should I get iPhone or bb? ):
damn sad I am v indecisive what phone should I use?
J says if I use iPhone then sell my iPod away.. But I don't want to!!

Today I am gonna be a good good girl (:

can't live without my schedule book! =p


going out! bye!

finally manage to upload half of what i need to update.

some days back, baby gave me the permission for ladies night!
ladies night as in, drinks/stayover with girlfriends!


so me and yingying went to chiong. lol =p
oasis we went, kat joined us too.

ahboon and friend also dropped by and over the other side was alicia, joslyn and lanying at sabai. chanced upon shirley too! (:


stupid we got force up there. lol.









the 3 of us finish 1 martell. darl and i head back to my home..







went for gym, jacuzzi and suana then left to tpy for food.




then she left for work.
i fell asleep at baby's workplace.

see, baby darius is darn cute.




some day after baby finish work, derrick drove around.
so we were looking for some baffalo wings near yishun dam and also craving for some prata.
really funny it was one of the greatest night, seeing how silly baby is when he reads the street directory and direct derrick who silly-ly listened and drove according to the wrong instructions!

=p



my first time having tulang merah?







i think it was baby's off.
while waiting for ying to reach raffles city, we had donuts first.



then we settles at teahouse for the wonderful duck duck! (:














then head to iluma for some games first.
look at the guys..










i wanna eat this now, but there's no more in the fridge =p




baby's off again, we went for ajisen at bugis j.












although ajisen is kinda expensive for the kinda food and service they serve, i still love ajisen. shit!

ltr on, we left for pool..








some day after class, i went for shoot for www.theapparelaffair.com, please support! (:



working together with model mayne.








21st oct.
raymond's birthday.
during lecture, fang and i made fun of alan by drawing a smiley face because of one mole.



on the way to raymond's place for steamboat!





















off to butter!!










































my very super loving boyfriend came down to accompany me (:

he just cut hair, it is very short, i told him he look like doreamon de da xiong. =p
cute what.








my boy in pink.



go to go prepare to tpy liao!
update soon!!

sore and tired eyes.
im going off to work at 7pm.
sigh.



bye!

to all who are still ignorant of certain things around me,
don't be a puss y, ask if you don't know, don't act as if you know, and go round spreading what's not true.


this camera was given by ah joo to me on my birthday this year.
the camera alone cost sgd569 plus he bought a screen protector, a tripod stand, and a 8gb memory card.

the value is about sgd 650.




however, some people thinks that i am a cheat, and that i made use of ah joo, cheat his money, his feeling and whatsoever.

right from the start, i believe everyone who knows, have seen me telling ah joo how impossible and how grateful i am to him.


last night, i drank alot with a "friend f, which she says it's her birthday and that i should drink with her, all the beer mixed with martell in a cup, we kept drinking in this way.. later she was dragged home because she's too drunk and i was tipsy. i remember last night, i was kinda happy, classmate raymond came down to support.. i was working with amanda c, she was doodling onto the order sheet, drawing a very nice eye.. and cecilia was disturbing me drawing a very ugly eye and said she's drawing me...


i was so tipsy ying told me that friend f made me drink so much because she dislike me, because she feels that i am cheating and using ah joo. i went into the staff room, called ah joo and clarify. which he said that there were no such thing and that he gave me my present on his own accord and that whatever friend f said was bullshit, he will settle the problem.

then i went crying, in and out of illu, i tried my best to continue serving but i guess i was very upset i pour martell for classmate raymond with tears rolling.. i think i scare the hell out of them..


i called for baby. he rushed down as soon as he hear me crying. i was like a little girl calling for help only wanting to leave illuzion..


many of your might think i am acting so stupid, why should i even cry?
many of your might think that i am over reacting, but the fact is i am not someone who needs to make use of people so that people buy me things and such.

i cried not because she said that of me, i cried because she pretended like i am her friend only to realise that she was faking it so that i would drink with her and that she could make me drunk then she will go round spreading tales.




i am not trying to show off, but with my family background, i don't think i would have any difficulty buying something if i really need it. (then what for you work) i work because i want to use my own money, i owe people money because i borrow it for my own use and want to return it with my own money.



however, i still thank everyone who knows me for who i am.


thank you baby, last night, in my teary eyes and drunk mind, i saw you as my superman, coming to my rescue, fighting off all those bad people for me, thank you for doing so.




love,
cindynah

just came back from zhen fa restaurant with famil, yummy (:


my singtel contract is up already. i don't know if i should use iphone, bb bold or wait for e72!
iphone sounds stupid because bb alr got my ipod touch for my bday, and i won't wanna abandon it if i got iphone. right? (:


i can't wait to change phone, but im kinda stuck at my pockets.
guess i'll have to work harder, clear the debts, and start loving myself more (:


it's been long since i did a proper classic manicure and pedicure...


going to work now!
meeting amanda to cab to work together! (:

went home from butter w baby, slept till like now..
preparing to go out, while having baby blow dry my hair for me, how sweet.


now my hair is all dry and imma ready to go out.


bye! (: